I support more public discourse on death and dying—whether it's a recent Oprah book club pick about the subject or the fact that death doulas are increasing in number. But you know what’s left out of the conversation about end-of-life? The death of our life companions, our pets. As a person who has lost both a husband and a dog to cancer, I’m here to attest, the stabbing pain of loss hits really hard in both cases. But while memorial services, time off work for grieving family members and sympathy cards are in play for human deaths, there’s no entrenched societal customs for, say, deceased cats. (I can think of my distant relatives even laughing at the prospect.)

But I’m here to argue that we need to come up with some space to grieve our pets, and a collective acknowledgement of the pain of losing them. Pets in homes increased wildly during Covid-19 lockdowns and these days many of us (including me) work from home, so I’d like to prep for the day when I don’t have my cockapoo Gus right by my side. He’s not getting any younger, so I thought I’d learn now some helpful tips about how to prep for his passing, as well as keep the memories of special dogs from my past alive.

Beth Bigler is a popular pet loss grief counselor who had devoted her post-Hollywood industry life to helping people heal from the loss of their animals. She just published Honoring Our Animals: 365 Meditations for Healing After Pet Loss.

Beth Bigler’s teachings are, first of all, empathetic and non-judgey, which is helpful for me since I feel guilty whenever I come upon an old photo of my dog, or see his favorite toy, the squeaky shark, in the pet store. Identifying the inchoate and heavy way I feel when thinking of my latest pet Daisy the goldendoodle’s  last few weeks (or let’s face it, the sainted family bulldog mix Rufus from 18 years ago) as part of the mourning process and grief is enormously helpful.

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Bigler explained that most of us didn't learn meaningful lessons about death from childhood pet loss because we live in what Bigler terms a “grief-illiterate, death-phobic culture.” (Amen, sister.) So if parents just carry on and don’t share their feelings openly, that doesn’t model emotional honesty for kids.

(Indeed, I still remember my father, mother and I sitting silently weeping in a car after leaving a vet after our family St. Bernard was struck by a car—but nothing was ever said about it again.) “When parents grieve openly and honestly alongside their children, they're modeling that loss is painful and survivable, that love continues after death and that mourning is natural,” she says. So Parents: There’s tremendous potential for learning in pet death. but it requires adults who understand that, according to Bigler, “grief is something worth modeling and teaching rather than something to just survive or sweep under the rug.”

Bigler re-framed the idea of pet death and mourning for me in a way that I think is helpful to us all: Invite the pet (she terms pets “beloveds”) to stay part of our life. “The connection doesn't end when they transition; it changes shape. Rituals help us honor the love that still exists,” she says. Which I think is beautiful. Here are some practices she suggests:

The strangest thing happened as I read Bigler’s new book and interviewed her: My lifetime’s worth of beloveds trotted back into my mind, fetching and jumping and running across everywhere I’ve lived and all the people I’ve been. It was intense! And frankly gorgeous. More smiles and laughs than tears—and rather than stressing me out or rendering me depleted, the idea of keeping my pets’ lives—even my most recent and gutting losses—actually felt buoyant. So I’ll be giving Roy, Rufus or Samson as my name at the coffee shop today and thinking of somewhere to set up a small memorial in my neighborhood (another of Bigler’s ideas), feeling a little sad but mostly warm. I've had a lifetime wolf pack and can still carry them with me! As Bigler said: “The goal isn't to 'get over' grief but to let the bigness of your connection hold the bigness of your sorrow.”

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